A Doll’s Heart
As a puppeteer, with quite a wide definition of puppetry, I find often myself keeping an eyeball cocked onto the world of those close cousins of the puppet, dolls. Technically the basic difference between a doll and a puppet is this: you play with a doll by yourself, but get an audience and you are a puppeteer. Playing with dolls is an act of personal fantasy, the creation of a private world. When you turn the figure outwards everything changes, you now have to communicate something to someone else. Dolls and puppets both serve valuable functions. And there is some academic wrangling over the true ancestor of the puppet. Is it the doll or another strange homunculoid cousin, a more fearful relative, the religious idol? It is probably a mixture of the two. The puppet is a performer who can contain many a complex message. The doll is a figure that is usually outgrown as a playmate as a child discovers the outside world.
But what happens if the child doesn’t outgrow the doll? What happens if the child begins to treat the doll as something to emulate? What happens when the personal fantasy becomes a prison? And more to our point: What happens when the doll becomes a role model and object of desire? What happens if the doll’s lover develops a real case of agalmatophilia, that is a statue, doll and mannequin fetish?
I recently stumbled upon the phenomenon of girls becoming dolls. We have often the heard a girl compared to a doll before. But in this new trend to call a teenage girl a living doll has taken on far more than subtext. There is a girl whose real name I’m told is Venus Palermo, but who goes by the YouTube moniker VenusAngelic. Venus is about 15 years old as I write. She likes to dress up like a doll, to wear ribbons and frills and to compose her face with wide eyed innocence. Oh! Did I say wide eyed? I mean that literally. Not ‘literally’ as in ‘I literally fell on the floor laughing.’ when no such thing occurred. But literally as in this girl has a fetish for Japanese anime an is turning herself into a ball Jointed Doll (BJD in the doll world). In her video entitled: How to look like a doll (make up), Venus instructs her viewers how to achieve a porcelain like doll skin and even how to apply contact lenses to enlarge the size of the pupils. Giving her eyes a real doll effect. And VenusAngelic has about 80 videos on her personal philosophy of doll simulation. (She also speaks in a crazy doll’s voice that make her videos uniquely bizarre.) So think about this for a moment… A girl trying to become a doll.
As soon as I saw these photos and videos I knew I was looking at one of those weird trends that would catch on all over the place. It’s obvious to me that hippiedom, punk attitude, alternative piercings and tattoos all pretty much have the musty aroma of stale history to many teens these days. They need a new model. The revolutions of the counterculture are basically dead. (Occupy Wall Street not withstanding.) Here is the strange new thing. This is not my vote for a new paradigm mind you. I would hope for something more grounded, more questioning of technology, a bit more Luddite and much more fiercely intelligent. But as long as people are seduced by our wireless, app-worshipping, multi-screenal technocracy this is what we will get. I just knew I would see much more of this particularly curious blur between fantasy and reality, between plastic and flesh, between screen and quotidian existence.
And there certainly is more…
There are more doll girls already. Dakota Rose, a 16 year old, who goes by the name dakotakoti or Kotakoti is even more popular than VenusAngelic. (Between the two their videos have been watched by millions.) She’s a bit less extreme and some have said she tweaks her photos a bit to get the doll effect. She too comes across as a human BJD and creates her big eyed effect a bit more naturally. But the effect is the same. (She also reveals a connection to the Emo girl look on occasion.) And the doll look is certainly being copied. Japan? Absolutely. America? It’s just winding up. Globally? We’ll see.
But this doll/human interchange is actually a two way street. The doll itself has become a sort a laboratory for a kind of android aesthetic. Let’s consider the BJD. The unusual thing about the BJD is that they are anatomically more correct than most dolls. Some of these dolls are exquisitely crafted with incredible attention paid to detail. Not only that the costumes and accessories are even more elaborate. I first ran into the Ball Jointed Doll (though it wasn’t called that yet) in the mid-80′s through little Japanese doll books of Amano Katan. His Katan Doll: Fantasm was something I’d never encountered before. Beautifully constructed, yet disturbingly emaciated dolls, that seemed one step away from drawing a warm tub of water and contemplating a razor blade.
Since then the BJD has developed a cult following with artists vying with each other to create the most dewy eyed melancholic homunculi imaginable. In the hands of an artist like Russian/Canadian Marina Bychkova these dolls are anorexic works of art. They have a strange erotic power in their tangible realism. I’m impressed by the craft and dedication that goes into these dolls.
Oh yeah, by ‘anatomically correct’ I mean they show pink nipples and genitalia, which is quite unusual for a doll. Of course they aren’t really for children. But what is their function? I know that people get together at conferences to marvel over these BJD creations. Doll collectors consider them a real pinnacle of the craft. But there is a problem.
The Japanese have a word, ‘kawaii’, which roughly translates into English as ‘cute’. Now in English ‘cute’ a relatively recent word, means something akin to baby-like, when most people use it. Babies are cute. Bunnies are cute. Kittens and puppies are cute. Cats can be cute. A teenage girl might say that a boy is cute. (Here the meaning is slipping a little.) But generally baby-like things can’t be violent or pornographic. At least that’s our vision of things. Kawaii things in Japan can be. That is, big-eyed anime and manga characters can certainly be both violent and highly pornographic. I won’t follow this any further, but if you know the worlds of anime and manga you know exactly what I’m talking about. The BJD has evolved from the anime tradition. And like anime or manga the BJD, though fitted with the standard markings of cuteness, big childlike eyes, puffy lips, silky smooth skin. But in the very realistic, and stylized treatment, of human genitalia several categories are being blended in ways that are not only erotic but have an especially troubling kick. The moist childlike faces seem to beckon towards very forbidden fruit.
But there are further degrees of the human/doll interpenetration. If you remember the climax of the first Star Trek movie where man mates with machine you can understand that there has long been a desire to make the perfect erotic mate. One that isn’t bitchy, naggy or bleed once a month. Someone who will not ask uncomfortable questions. This curious desire goes at least as far back as the Greek myth of Pygmalion. I suspect that it even finds it’s expressions in various fertility idols of the remote past.
And RealDoll has achieved the next step. The old image of the inflatable love doll is now hopelessly antiquated. For about $6,000 one can purchase a female doll approximately the exact size and, more importantly, the weight of a real woman. And would you understand me if I said that these dolls are even more anatomically correct than the BJDs. They have certain replaceable parts and very pliant human textured silicon skin. Interestingly the movie Lars and the Real Girl, featured one of these lifelike dolls and yet did not find the concept all that creepy. Again, as so often in the movies, humans and machines were made for each other. The relatives of Lars find it getting a touch too weird. But the movie itself seems to plump down with that old saw ‘whatever works’. Well they do make porn films of these dolls too. And what is the nature of the actual relationship of the man (Girls don’t get too envious, they now make male RealDoll’s too.) to the simulacra? Have we crossed the line from fetish to idol?
I don’t know, am I being too much of a Puritan about this stuff? (Calvin did make some good points.) Or is this really the destiny of the human race? Predictably the media has recently been covering the Doll Girl phenomenon and of course the questions they ask go something like this: Are we sexualizing young girls again? Like that was the big issue here. It is indeed a problem. But I don’t think that’s the serious issue. Maybe we should ask; What are we sacrificing in our desire to blur the distinction between what we make and who we are? What are we losing in the bargain?
Too understand the answers to that line of questioning I think we can start by imagining VenusAngelic or Kotakoti twenty or thirty years down the road. What prosthetics will they choose to retain their status as living dolls? What surgical procedures will they adopt? We know that most organs can be transplanted now. What happens when they finally find a donor to give them a doll’s plastic heart?
I hope they learn to face reality long before then… But then again what in this society is really encouraging them to do that?
Byrne Power
Haines, Alaska
4/10/12























I don’t know how to reply to something like this, but we have all seen similar attempts at fantasy based living before. There is a strong desire for people to live in a fantasy rather than face the day to day realities of life. I suppose I am also guilty of this, but rather than playing dress up, I hide in media. That includes everything from books to mindless internet surfing. Sometimes it is just easier. However this particular fantasy driven experience does have a strong element of vanity. Is there an island for the BJD clan after they get “old.” I shudder at the thought.
May 14, 2012 at 1:10 PM
Of course, you are right AK, fantasy is an age old profession. But consider the ‘progression’ from telling ghost stories around a fire, to reading fairy tales, to reading a Tolkien novel, to watching a movie bases on a horror story, to watching a TV series of the fantastic, to dressing Goth, to buying little models of your favorite comic book superhero, to becoming the model. At some point here the degree of mediation is so far from humanity that it takes one’s breath away. But then again doll’s don’t have any working lungs do they?
May 15, 2012 at 5:08 PM
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Hi,
this is an interesting thought on the matter.
I am sure there are people out there that take the whole living in a fantasy world to a (probably too far) extent where their whole world revolves around it, but i don’t think there is any thing wrong with having a hobby as an adult which may be conveyed as something for children but has been adapted for adults like model trains which plenty of older people do.
Also I had a late aunt who was an avid doll collector (they would cover every wall which I must confess creeped me out a little when I was a child) but this was merely a love of hers and a hobby, she also had a husband and children a lived “normally”.
As far as the BJD collecting thing goes and the people that are into that, I know there are those who are really into it who may seem like they are living in a fantasy world because they dedicate YT channels and blogs to the subject alone, but it’s only one part of their life and interests. Also there are those who as their life moves on may fade away from the hobby and onto other things.
I’m not saying that there arent those who take it too far because I’m sure there are, just like there are those who take it too far for other things like shoes or handbags or gambling etc.
but everyone has their own interests and a certain degree of choice in how they live their personal lives which I think has to be respected, even if it may be a little different from ones own veiws.
When it starts to ruin their life or someone elses is when they need to know when to slow down or stop.
P.S.
I guess I should mention I myself have a few Bjds. In fact the one at the very top of this post with the tattoo is mine, I came across this post because someone told me about it.
July 7, 2012 at 10:52 PM
Thanks for leaving the comment Charlie. I actually found your doll to be a fascinating work, which is why I put it on top. It represents a kind of perfection that I think people long for in their own lives. I think the expression on that doll is actually quite touching. I do think that dolls can be treated as an art. Your BJD and Marina’s, a little further down the page, represent that art well. The problem comes when the fantasy that a doll naturally represents feeds a hunger for something that our confused age craves. Anything can be used as a substitute reality. I love Tolkien’s Lord of the Rings, and I was never as creeped out as when I was invited to a gathering of fans of the same many years back. But then again look at what happens to the Bible. Anything can be twisted into a strange version of itself. As a puppeteer I’m quite aware that these little homunculi can have a power. In ages past some of these images were children’s dolls. Others became idols. With the doll girl and Real Doll phenomena some line has been crossed. But it doesn’t follow that the serious art of doll making is troubling.
July 7, 2012 at 11:11 PM
I just stumbled upon this article, and found it very informative! However, as someone who has been in the “doll hobby” since childhood, there were a few misunderstandings in this article.
1. Marina Bychkova’s dolls are OOAK jointed porcelain dolls, and the “forbidden fruit” is a OOAK clay doll by Canadian doll designer Dale Zetner. The photos are taken by the artists to show off the sculpting and realism— the nudity here is not necessarily sexual. If you spent years perfecting how to sculpt a body, wouldn’t you want to show off the fruits of your labor?
2. But neither of these two dolls is East Asian or made of resin— as the vast majority of BJDs are. They are “off topic” in almost every BJD forum, and not sold by any BJD or regular doll shop. Most collectors will never see, know of, or even be able to afford these OOAK dolls, which are not representative of the hobby. For a better representation, check out Volks, Soom, or Bobobie (three really popular brands.)
3. Anorexia is a medical condition, not a “look.” No one uses “AIDS” as a discriptive word for “sickly,” so why use “anorexic”? Besides, some peole are naturally thin. So labeling skinny bodies as anorexic is disrespectful to people who have this disease, and judgemental of those who do not. ;)
4. Girls and women dressing up as dolls has been going on for hundreds of years. Initially, women were compared to dolls, and dolls were made as statuettes of the “ideal woman.” So it isn’t very surprising that “art imitiates life/life imitates art.” Plus, as long as no one holds you to that standard, voluntarily “dolling oneself up” can be very liberating: you can “sculpt” yourself into your own ideal! :)
5. Who says your “reality” is the only reality? I feel more “fake” in my “normal” business suit than in my “dolly dress.”
As for sexualizing young girls, that’s not the fault of doll people. Sexists do that on their own, by infantalizing women. Dolls don’t infantalize women… people do. Why not redefine what a doll is, and make ourselves into what we want to be?
July 11, 2012 at 6:20 PM
Roxy thanks for your feedback. Obviously these are issues which are important to you. I’ve purposely let your comment sit for a while without a reply just to let folks have a chance to read it without my own thoughts tainting it. But it’s time for me to reply. I hope this will clarify a few things. I will reply by the numbers.
1. About Marina Bychkova’s figures. Granted they are made from a different substance than an off the rack BJD purchased as a kit. (OOAK for those out of the loop merely means one of a kind.) And I would grant that they are extremely high quality works of art with great attention paid to detail. Nevertheless they are fully consistent with much of what I have been pointing out about BJDs. And they are informed by the same anime/manga tropes.
You point out that the nudity involved is not sexual. Or at least not intended to be. I must seriously question this. As exhibit A let me point out the reaction I’ve had to this very article. Without a doubt this has been the hottest essay I have written. The subject seems to have touched off quite a few nerves. As I look at the search words that have led people to this piece I am astounded by the sheer quantity of porn related searches. And I’m not talking about the RealDolls either. I mean every possible ramification of porn search words that accidentally show up in the article, like nipples or sex or porn, with the words BJD or doll connected to it. We are talking thousands of hits based on words like that. Not to mention the multitude similar searches for the Doll Girls mentioned with similar words attached. Much more than I anticipated.
Thus I cannot speak of the motivations of various doll makers. But I can say with certainty that something is red hot and glowing here. My only solace is that when someone actually reads what I have written it might raise a few serious questions.
2. I have not written this from within the circle of BJD fandom or OOAK hobbyists or the demimonde of the dolls. And though I suspected the people for whom these things are very (sometimes too) important might show up at some point, the idea was to unveil what for an outsider is a fairly obscure world. More importantly I wanted to make the connection between a fetishization of the doll as an image of perfection and the increasing cyborgization of humanity.
3. About the word ‘anorexic’. I really have no particular truck with politically correct speech. I consider it harmful to open discussion. And as for using the word of a disease to describe something else. It’s one of the glories of language that we can use metaphors to increase the poetry and the power of our language. Diseases have been used as metaphors for ages precisely because they are strong. ‘Measly’ comes from measles. ‘Lousy’ comes from being infected with lice. ‘Cancerous’ is an apt metaphor for our metastasizing society. And ‘anorexic’ in the words of most people who use it as a metaphor means dangerously thin. Real life sensitivity is crucial. But enforced sensitivity leads towards totalitarian impulses. The blind are still blind. A better word has not been found. Being blind is not a wonderful thing. But blindness is one of the best metaphors to describe people who cannot or will not see. To simply use polite catchphrases will lead us to a situation where the blind do lead the blind.
4. Dressing up like a doll has indeed not been going on for hundreds of years. A walk through the Paris Le musée de la poupée (The Doll Museum) reveals that dolls as we often think about them don’t go much further back than the middle if the 19th Century. (I am looking at the catalogue right now as I write.) Dolls, of course, go back into the mists of time. But they did not begin to take of the elaborate shape we now know them as until that point. They were not cute little baby’s things. They were much more nondescript, even creepy. I really like pre-Victorian dolls. Secondly, the fashions they are wearing reflect the fashions of the adults and children of the times quite directly. This can be compared by examining the fashions of the times and those of the dolls. I can see no relationship going the other way. The late Victorian Age is however the first age we know of in history to idolize children. By the end of the era (early 20th Century) the photos of early Edwardian children do reveal a certain doll like quality. But that is a far cry from suggesting that dressing like a doll is something people have done for centuries. It is something that has been slowly creeping towards us. Just as cuteness is a kind of Victorian invention. In short dressing like a doll has had a relatively short past but seems like its going to have a very big future. (I have a very good Russian friend who used to habitually dress up in dolly fashion back in the Nineties… but she was also quite aware that she was playing a game with herself that went to issues at the core of her identity.)
5. Finally “my” reality is the not a definition of anyone else’s reality. But what I am suggesting is that we all share the same reality at some level, though we might perceive it differently. I don’t have “my own” gravity for instance. I share it with you. And one person might be the pilot of a Boeing 747 and another might have fallen from a tree and broken her leg and someone else might not ever give it a second thought… but that doesn’t mean that gravity is merely subject to our experience. Likewise with reality. And it is only by sharing our different visions that we can cross pollinate each others viewpoints. Though I may learn a thousand things from a thousand people about gravity I still don’t want people falling off cliffs. And I will try to convince the person who thinks that leaping would be a beautiful thing to reconsider and to enlarge their view of reality.
In that spirit thanks for reading what I have written and sharing your vision of reality with us. I might not agree with everything you think or even see, nevertheless to write it says that at least you want to enlarge our view of reality. Thank you Roxy.
And maybe your feelings about work clothes and your dolly clothes reflect a deeper desire to find more meaning than our prosaic world allows us to experience. Feel free to respond here. Or if you have too much to say feel free to write to me at reckoningmotions (at) yahoo dot etc.
July 28, 2012 at 8:52 PM
Interesting reading. One of the things I wanted to point out that I thought was missing was that a lot of the obsession with BJD’s goes back to Hans Bellmer in the 30′s. While a lot of discussion here talks about fantasy I think that when you go back to Bellmer (who was vaguely connected to the Surrealists) the discussions turn to the idea of identity and that ways that certain ideals are constructed in society. Exploring alternative identities or archetypes is also a way to short circuit repression, often the repressions that society creates as we are molded, like dolls, to fulfil certain roles. I first got interested in these dolls via Bellmer and in the mid 90′s I got a book by a Japanese artist named Ryoichi Yoshida. He built and photographed wooden ball jointed dolls. Bellmer’s influence in Japan led to a scene that grew up around wooden ball jointed dolls. Dolls often as art objects for photography or painting. Of course they were very expensive so most people knew about it via various books and magazines that came out. Interestingly enough, Editions Treville is the publisher that put out Yoshida’s book as well as the Katan book.
The BJD explosion didn’t take off until commercial manufacturers started producing resin dolls in the late 90′s and then exploded with the internet after that. The art scene that had existed prior to that explored much more existential, sexual and traumatic themes than what has come to be the standard in dolls. As opposed to a scene of older people interested in psychological and symbolic content it has come to be more of a fantasy exploration with a much younger audience. Not that I’m looking down on that aspect, I think that the impulse of identity exploration is still there, just not as intellectual and of course made complicated by the market forces that lead to the desire for products. My thoughts are that as these people get older that many of them may change and embrace some of the more sexual and deeper philosophical themes as those aspects become more important in their adult lives. I think dolls lend themselves to a certain archetypal fetishization and while it will change I think the idea that these people will just some day “grow up” is overly simplistic.
I think the desire to be other than we are (and to imagine interactions from others in ways that they don’t) is a natural part of what we are. Since we use tools and create waste (make things we don’t need) we are definitely outside of nature and it’s these qualities that likely make us connected to automatons.
There’s a lot to all this and it’s interesting to read people such as yourself that are taking up the discussion and pushing it forward.
August 7, 2012 at 9:15 PM